Monthly Archives: May 2009

kifarah…?

Lately,I always get sick…maybe it is kifarah for me… for keep neglecting my responsibilities as a muslim, for having too much fun~… i think that is why i keep getting sick~….(~_~)

27 May

I was sick for the whole day… i didn’t feel very well the night before,then that day i kept throwing out things that i ate… it was so~ miserable and torturing for me to feel this way… my head was so~ in pain, really hurt… it feels like it’s gonna explode!! i can barely touched my head since it was really hurt…aaahhh~, i really hope i didn’t have to feel the same pain again~… na’uzubillah~… 😦 huhu~…

Today i still feel a bit dizzy…(@_@)…

I wish i have a healthy body….alhamdulillah~… I’m thankful enough for what Allah has given me~…

p/s: “This world is full of beauty, as other worlds above, and if we did our duty, it might be as full of love”. Gerald Massey

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those memories~…

Life is so~ unpredictable….

I still remember when I was in secondary school…I was 14 years-old at that time and only get to know that this world is actually very tough to deal with… a year before i still remember,there is one boy that i really admired… the way he looks,acts, and talks… frankly,everything and anything  that he did,I’ll keep my eyes on him… the funny thing is, there was one time, i felt that that i couldn’t control the way i feel towards him anymore, my heart felt like it’s going to explode everytime i looked at him,so i decided that i wanted to confess my feelings towards him… hahaha~… i think that is the foolest and dumbiest thing i ever done in my life… 😉 however, i didn’t regret i told him how i felt towards him.. although he just kept quiet and never really admit he hate it or like it, i’m so thankful because what happened back then really taught me a lot of things…

...love...

...love...

Come to think of it…it is so~ funny why i behaved that way and why i was so crazy about him… yet i knew at the same time he got no idea how that feeling was killing me inside… when i think about it, i feel so~ stupid to behave that way just because i like him…eventhough if in that time he also like me, can i guarantee he’ll act the same way as i am? now i feel vey stupid~…aaaahh~..wish it never happen… (~_~)

However…now, i’m positively sure that i’m happier, and more pleasant with my life,alhamdulillah… i’m surrounded with my family, my friends… and one person that i put in a special place in my heart~…(^_^) that person is my best friend….

What happened in the past,left to be memories…the most important is what happen now~…

Thank you…for allowing yourselves to be in my life’s chapters… I love you all~….

p/s: grateful and thankful to have been where i have been~….

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