Monthly Archives: March 2009

I miss my youth~…. hillarious!! I love it... hillarious!! I love it...

Last night, I slept almost 2.30 in the morning…

Why? Becoz I watched My Boss My Hero j-drama… It was 2007 drama played by Nagase Tomoya (if you’ve watched Son-in-law before,it was him~!) (^_^)

I love the storyline… It was so~ funny and hillarious but yet, so~ sweet! The drama is about a Yakuza’s son who was forced to go back to high school to finish his study if he wanted to inherit his father’s business… Sakaki Makio was 27-years-old and he’s so~ desperate to become a boss of his gang and for that reason, he’s willing to go back to school…!!(^_^)  that’s where the place he found back the youth that he leaved back long time ago… he learned about friendship, love, study and eat lunch with friends… !! I love this drama so~ much… 🙂

When i watched the drama, I thought a lot about my life…my youth during high school… When it comes to think of it, I feel so~ sad i didn’t enjoy myself as much as a teenage girl should enjoy her youth… I know I didn’t have no more chance to partipate as many as sports event in school that i always wanted… all i did was only sit at the side of the field and stared at my friends…. I know I didn’t have a chance to love someone that I admired so~ much back at school becoz all i can do was only to watch him far from his sight and wish him all the best… I’m so frustrated now that i always refused to eat lunch with my friends before tuition classes started in the evening, I wish i could spend more time with them~….  then I realized now, almost a decade I leaved high school, I started to miss “it”  a lot and wish I could spend and enjoy my youth time better…

But i do learned so~ many things in school… I learned about friendship, I learned about how to study well, I learned how to behave well and what i know i love high school so~ much!!And  I do learn one thing that is so~ important… sometimes, you cannot obtain everything that you wanted, acceptance is the most important element that you should learn about life….

Life is beautiful~....

Life is beautiful~....

I’m so happy now since i’ve got a lot of  friends who take care a lot about me… I have my “best friend” who always support me whenever and wherever i needed… and I have my family…. (^_^)Thank you all…

hmm, you know what…. I really miss my youth~…. 😦

p/s: Little children, headache; big children, heartache…??


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Ess tee arr eee ess ess…. :-(

Frankly to say….

I’m so~ stress out for this whole week… I hate it when i got stress… I was attacked by severe headache for a few nights… Hmm~… I’m so stress I don’t feel like eating… I didn’t eat last night,since this kind of feeling really is killing me…yikes!! Arrrrrghhhh~…. I’m stress!!!

I’ve read about a phrase sounded like…. Maturity is achieved when a person accepts life as full of



tension…  Huh~… that’s already sounded tough for me…. I don’t want to fill up my life with stress… life is so~ short to to be wasted  on stress, anger and hatred…

But then,still not all stresses are bad… stress is good to keep you push yourself more than you know… it just that i don’t feel comfortable to feel it….

Well… you know what? Smiling is my favorite exercise~…. (^_^)…

“No matter how grouchy you’re feeling,
You’ll find the smile more or less healing.
It grows in a wreath
All around the front teeth –
Thus preserving the face from congealing…”

So…I pray may Allah gives me strength and determination to face any obstacles that come to my life… ameen~….

p/s: Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing… so,keep smiling!! 😉

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Dear oh dear MoMo~…. (^_^)

“Sometimes our hearts get tangled
And our souls a little off-kilter
Friends and family can set us right
And help guide us back to the light….

Last Saturday….

I went to Jusco in Perda with my brother and sister,in the afternoon…. We went there, shopped for a few things then I decided to buy some presents for my friend’s wedding (which i didn’t make it to his wedding…(T_T))

I looked at my sister,she seemed so~ excited looking at those soft toys…hehehe~…like a little girl gasping for a candy… (^_^)
I feel so touched with her excitement… then i decide to give MoMo to her~….

Yattaaa~...this is MoMo~.... (^_^)

Yattaaa~...this is MoMo~.... (^_^)

Kyaaah~....MoMo is so~ kawaii ne~....

Kyaaah~....MoMo is so~ kawaii ne~....

I felt so~ happy to look at her happy face when i gave MoMo to her before she went back to KL… She

just go back yesterday… now,i’ve already miss my very “best friend”…

p/s: The happiest moments of my life have been the few which I have passed at home in the bosom of my family….

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When all the clouds, darken up the skyway
There’s a rainbow highway to be found

Love~ the rainbow.....

Love~ the rainbow.....

Leading from your window pane
to a place behind the sun
Just a step beyond the rain?

Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high
There’s a land that I heard of once
In a lullaby

Someday I’ll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me
Where troubles melt, like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That’s where you’ll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
then why, and oh why can’t I?

If happy little blue birds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh, why can’t I?

p/s:Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better….

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Life would be so~ beautiful if….

Today, morning….

I woke up this morning..late~…!! I called Miss H to let her know I’m gonna be late… We go out almost 8.15 and arrived at the office nearly nine in the morning… then, by the time we stepped into the office, Miss A told us that we got meeting 9.30 this morning in Prof office… We’re so~ freaking out since the paperwork is not yet finished! Arrrrgghhh~….

I tried to be calm and try to finish the paperwork as much as we can… we almost done the first part… but, then we know,the meeting is not about the paperwork! Yay! It happens to be a school project where we’re in charge of handling the courses for the teachers in a school… besides Prof  R and Dr I, there’s one lady Dr. H also will be involved in this project…

The meeting finished almost 11.30… many things mingling in my mind,so~ many things to do~ … yet, i was so attracted by Dr. H personality… she looks so~ strong and determined… Then, Miss H and I were unintentionally tried to find out a bit about her…

We’ve found out about her… more, I adore her because she got a challenging  life journey… a single mother of five… her husband died a couple of years ago~…. i’m not sure if i would be able to be as tough as her if i was in her shoe….

Life would be so~ beautiful if we are thankful enough of what we have… We are always complaining about what we don’t have, what we cannot have and what we missed in our life…. we seldom think that there are so~ many things God had given to us that we are hardly notice and be thankful for…

The miracle is not to fly in the air, or to walk on the water, but to walk on the earth… be thankful of what you have earned in this life… because we have to believe, whatever Allah had determined for us in this life, is the best that we can get… we’re not created for nothing… every creature created in this world has it own reason why it was  created~….

p/s: Don’t go around saying the world owes you a living.  The world owes you nothing.  It was here first.

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Somewhere over the rainbow~….

“Somewhere over the rainbow… skies are blue
and the dreams
that you dare to dream
really do come true~…”

Yattaa~… I’ve finished watch Nae eireum-eun Kim Sam Soon!! (^_^) HaaHaa~… what a hilarious drama… It has been 4 years since the drama had become the top rank Korean drama in 2005… well, i can give this drama 5 out 5 stars..!Hehe~… I had so~ much fun when I was watching this drama… plus, Hyun Bin is so~ freaking cute…! hahaha~… into him...yikes! into him...yikes!

I love to quote some phrases in this drama that make my heart so moved….

“Lets’ love like we’ve never been hurt before…

Let’s sing like no one is listening to us,

Let’s dance like no one is praising us,

Let’s work like we don’t need the money for it,

& Let’s live like today is our last day to see the world~…..”

It makes me wonder, why we couldn’t appreciate love since love got powers to bring the world into peace, humanity and forgiveness… Guess, I’ve got one answer for that… when you are a human, you are not concern of what you have, but you always care about what you miss…

p/s: Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river...

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